Friday, 12 November 2010


I need money. Lots of money.

Seriously, I'm so so poor this month. Getting caught up in everything related to money recently. =/

It's really frustrating because I can do nothing about it. I've been working part time but that is like 1 month to go before I receive my pay.

How I wish everything would be solved the minute I woke up from my sleep. Like all the money suddenly come calling and I won't even have to worry or even have the slightest thought about how I'm gonna go through da rest of the weeks.

But such is life, yeah. I know things don't come to you just like. There's this saying, "We will receive not what we idly wish for but what we justly earn". Basically says you have to work your effort to earn it.

There is just so much desires we have in life that even we ourselves lost track of it at times. It is never fulfillable though. The problem is when you've finally achieved something you wanted, there will be yet another desire coming up in the list.

The worst is when it has acculumated to an extent where you feel it's no longer achievable because there is just so much, you'd rather give up. Guess that's what happening to me right now. I'm not just talking about money, I'm talking about literally everything surrounding my life. Though, I have to admit money is a really big part of it.

Now, I don't even know what da hell I've just written. Heck, I've never written things this emo. Or what da hell, I've never been emo, ever. At least, that's what I thought all these while. I still stand by that because I don't think this is an emo post anyway.

Though, I'm can sense myself as a potential emo freak soon if I keep on writing.

Gotta stop here before I really turn mental.


Tuesday, 2 November 2010

New layout

Now, this is totally random. I don't know what happened to me lately but it just felt like I have so much spare time and I don't even know what to do with it. So bored I could literally sleep whole day and then wake up, and sleep again. The cycle goes on and on until I'm extremely hungry and decided to eat something.

Or sometimes, I just rewatch all the classic episodes of HIMYM and BBT. That's how bored I am. I could've sworn I watched 'The Playbook", "The Naked Man" and a few other episodes for more than 15 times and guess what? I'm still not sick of it, yet. True story ;)

All this boredom are probably because I only took two subjects this semester. One of them, which I've totally gave up on the lecturer and decided not to attend anymore. So, that leaves me with only one subject.

Anyway.. notice any changes to my blog? =P

I realized I've never changed my layout, ever. I think I'm just lazy (not surprising, eh?). But now, I have so much time to kill and out of nowhere, I just thought maybe I should make a little tweak coz it's getting really boring (not again!).

I don't know but I'm always a fan of simple layout. So, this one does look pretty simple and straightforward, and safe to say I'm pretty satisfied with it.

If you actually observe carefully, I took off the header. The pic where I was posing in front of a beach. LOL. In fact, you don't even have to observe at all, it's freaking blatant ffs!

In case, if you still don't know which header I was talking about, here it is!

Titanic-like-pose, but only myself. :D

That's all. Freakin' random post but whatever.